Remaining Insane

I feel so alone
Even though I'm surrounded
I'm just part of the unknown
And all my answers, unfounded

Not knowing how to feel
Or how to look at life
Not knowing what to heal
Or where to place the haunting knife

Feeling so rejected
Mislead and unwanted
Feeling so unprotected
In the face of death, undaunted

My mind, going insane
My life, horribly portrayed
Yet drowning silently in puddles of pain
My existence continues to fade

Pouring cascade of tears
Imagery closing in
Fighting so hard to erase the fears
Looking for the light within

I don't want to face reality
I just want to hide
I cant face all the normality
I know because I have tried!

I am, I'm confined
So here I shall remain, hating
In my intoxicated mind
Just sitting, waiting