My hands begin to shake,my breath comes in gasps,tears slowly begin to fall. The beginning of the end. Your words, so simple,so expected,so painfully clear.
This pain is killing me,literally pulls apart my mind, my heart does not shatter,this will be an ebbing death, the kind where i see your face,and another piece of myself evaporates.
My hands shaking, i can not reply to you, my voice is lost, i can not speak, can not call to you, can not whisper your name.
I sit on the edge of the bed now, screaming in my heart, you say I'm better off with out you,and that you are too with out me.I am not better off, how would that be possible? How would it be plausible for you to believe that?
For tonight,i will cry,i will scream, i will hope to hell that you can feel every bit of my pain, that your heart breaks with every tear i shed.
Today, and for the rest of my life, i will hide this, i will lock this away where no one will know how dead i am.
I will not think of this,of you, i will not wish you back, but i will always hope that this hurt you as much as it hurts me,because i will not be alone in this pain.
You will only exist to me now as another person, to abandon me, i understand your reasoning, and i hope you'll be happy, but i will forever more,wish you had loved me enough.
To not kill me.
((Actual letter-->
"I'm sorry i cant do this i cant be ur friend any more u r much better off with out me and i am with out u
u don't want to admit it but u r ur happier if I'm not involved I'm sorry "))
