Our 1st time

I woke up in the middle of the night,
to the feel of his touch.
He held me so tight in his arms,
Oh, how I loved it so much.

As I opened my eyes
all I could see,
was his beautiful eyes sparkling
and looking right at me.

As we stared at each other,
our eyes said, "I want you".
He came closer to me,
and whispered, "Te amo."

I leaned in to kiss him,
"I love you, too" I said.
And for our 1st time ever,
together we laid in the same bed.

I felt so excited and happy
feeling him laying next to me.
Next thing I know, I woke up
and realized it was just a dream.

I woke up with tears in my eyes
just amazed that it wasn't true.
To me it felt to real, the feel
of his touch and his voice, too.

Now I have to go back to imagining,
having him here with me.
I'll keep wanting and desiring.
Will it ever happen? We'll see.