PLEASE DONT HIT ME

He hit me once and I'm not sure if he'll do it again,
people tell me that he will never change Even if he says he will.
I ask myself day after day...is today going to be the day he hits me again???
I don't know what to do..I would talk to him about it but I'm to scared he'll get mad and just swing and knock me right out...People tell me one day it will go to far and ill be gone i just tell then there crazy and not to worry about me. Then the next day he comes in and says "I cant believe your telling people that i hit you i told you not to tell why would you?? you told me that you loved me and that you weren't going to tell." Then one day i come in to school and i go to look 4 him and we sneaks up behind me and puts something in my mouth and I'm asleep...once i wake up i find myself in a dark place with my face hurting really bad...with my head bleeding and missing some teeth...i start to walk and people see me and ask me what happen i just walk by saying nothing to them...then I'm on my way home and i see him on my porch he sees me and i try to run but i cant get away fast enough he catches me and says "if you tell anyone about this i will kill you" then he just runs of. I walk in to my house and i see my mom and she asks what happen i told her mom i got into a fight on the way home but i don't want to talk about it and i go up to my room. i write my mom a letter telling her what happen then i run out the front door while she was sleeping and I don't go back and then the next day i to my friends house and tell her what happened and she gets all freaked out and she tells me that i cant go back to school and to stay at she house..so thats what i did and the next time that she sees me I'm in her back Yard dead with a gun to my head.

~Jenn Courtway~