I dont know how u feel to be honest becasue i have never been hurt by someone i was in a relationship with but i do know that you should never feel scared! and u deserve better then someone who will hurt u! i am not saying ur bf will never do it again or that he will because no one can ever tell. Try talking to him or maybe ur parents or someone u trust, it wouldnt hurt to see what they think. if you want u can talk to em on here or facebook or msn!! I am pretty good at listening :)