I'm lying alone in darkness and worry
And everyone who helps me builds on my fury
Lost and alone but I like it this way
I'm in darkness so dark it eats up the day
Children are crying outside my door
I'm laughing and singing as I beat them some more
Everyone's out there, calling my name
And everyone's adding to my unbearable pain
Colour turns to black and the black fuels my plans
As my blood leaves my body and drains to my hands
The stench and the rot covered by flowers and wax
But they do little to hide the well-known plans
For that I can thank you for telling the world
I've been cursed and I know it I was damned at my birth
You were the one who gave me my life
You were the one who gave me the knife
The knife that I carry all night and all day
I hold it with confidence that it will go my way
And maybe some day, I'll happen to fall
And you all can rejoice; I ended it all.
