A life without love

A sorrowful heart filled with regrets,
Lonely tears streaming down her face,
Is this the way a life should be?
Spending each day wondering,
"Am I really worth anything?"
As she reaches down in her heart,
she realizes she is misplaced.
She tries to grasp her only question.
"Does anyone love me for who I am?"
Can they possibly know what she feels,
when all they are ever able to witness
is a fake smile on the outside of her?
Should life really have to be lived as a lie?
Deceiving and misleading them to think
that she's okay and that she's happy
just the way she is.
The truth is she's dieing inside.
Her joy has faded along with her heart
and her old smile.
All the hurtful words cut deep,
The teasing and smirking
stuck with her everywhere she went.
Her friends try to understand,
but how can they know how it feels to be abandoned?
She's the one who ends up walking alone.
The whole time asking herself,
"What is wrong with me?"
Can she ever know
what it is like to be loved?
So she can live feeling
that someone needs her.
Then maybe it would be possible that,
she can live her life with a feeling
that she has meaning