Memory Attack

Black makeup down my face,
Memories I want to erase,
Crimson tears are running down,
The whole world is spinning around,
Losing my mind going crazy,
My dark green eyes are going hazy,
Memories are starting to come back,
Filling my head, a memory attack,
I just want you gone, forever from my mind,
I want to move on, And leave you behind,
My mind is saying yes, but my heart is saying no,
What am I to do, you're the one who let go,
I'm the one who's paying the price,
By taking this knife,
And making a slice,
It's not my fault I fell in love,
It's not my fault you're the one I speak of,
I can't let go, It's just so hard,
Now I'm the one, with wrists all scarred,
Sitting here in my room, all alone,
I wouldn't of done this, if I would of known.
You left me here like a used toy,
Took my heart, like it was something to destroy,
I wish that you would understand,
That being with you was all I planned,
Your kisses I loved, and your hugs were gold,
I wish you were here, so you I could hold,
I miss your scent, and I miss your touch,
Baby come back, I miss you so much,
I promise I wont, let you down,
I promise that I, will always be around,
I will be beside you, each and every night,
I will put my arms around you, and hold you oh so tight,
I will call you my baby, and I can be your boo,
I will say I love you, And you will say it too,
My letter is coming to an end,
I'm thankful that I was your girlfriend,
I'm sorry now I got to go,
I'm dying now, It's going so slow,
It's so painful, I want you here,
I'm so scared, deaths my biggest fear,
Blood on the pages, followed by black tears,
He kept this note, for so many years,
Tears formed in his eyes, as he remembered that night,
He walked in the room, her on the floor, a horrible sight,
He put the note away, and went to bed,
Memories of her formed in his head,
Memories started coming back,
Filling his head with a memory attack.