She Thinks My Tractor's Sexy

To try and explain this poem would be asking too much of me. It's not written in my perspective, but as if I'm looking through the eyes of another person. It's so hard to explain. Take it for what it is. =]
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It was a long time ago,
But her memory is still etched in my head.
I can remember the exact way she looked,
When she walked away that night.

Her kisses still linger on my lips,
Like her soft spoken words in my ears.
As I sit here reminicing in the dark;
I have never felt her so close as I do now.

She walked into my life so suddenly.
I caught her eyes and she captured my heart forever.
It was then that I knew, knew with all my heart,
That she was the one for me.

Her kisses were like lightning;
I felt that thunder in my chest;
Every time I looked at her
I tried so hard to catch my breath.

Every imperfection seemed so perfect,
She held herself with such grace and poise.
She was so different from those dime-a-dozen fakes.
In her eyes held so many mysteries.

Mysteries I would never have the chance to solve,
She wouldn't let anyone in to see them.
Though I tried, tried so hard to break them,
Ultimately, it was the biggest downfall.

My heart was shattered, but I would never let her see that.
It wasn't her fault, life was cruel to her.
The mysteries she held were not her own,
But those the cruel world had placed upon her shoulders.

Reminicing about her now still brings tears to my eyes.
I guess I never told her how much I loved her.
I try to remember the lighter times we had.
She always loved to have fun and play.

She could so easily be distracted when she was happy
You could tease her and she'd pretend to be mad
Just so you would pick her up and kiss her.
That was her favorite part.

She teased me for being so into my country music and lifestyle
But then one of those silly songs she made fun of
Became the song that would capture us
And every time it plays on the radio, my heart breaks a little more.

There was will never be anybody who could fill the place in my heart,
The place she would forever hold.
All the memories are locked away in there,
I hold one of two keys, the other one lost forever.

My darkness is shattered when the radio blares another song,
One I almost forgot about.
It was a song that was just so funny,
It made her laugh every time.

This song will always bring back her memory,
I think, even more-so, than our song itself.
Only because it reminds me of her laughter and happiness.
She Thinks My Tractors Sexy.