I can't even look at her.
My head pounds, my heart rushes
I can't shield my eyes from her smile
It's too bright for someone who doesn't care.
I can't hide from the world forever
From the people who I know will hurt me.
But I can't pretend.
I'm still in love with the past
And that smile just brings it all back.
When will this world make sense again?
When I'll be able to not only know,
But to feel something, too.
When will I be able to feel again?
When I can look at her
And not see you staring back.
So I will drown myself until I'm healed
I will cover the wounds so they cannt bleed
Because I have lost so much
So much raging, pounding blood
Love may never run through my veins again.
