No Hero Here

No love for me, I know itâ??s true, I feel it in my heart.
Once loved so strong, now itâ??s all gone, full love traded for a part.

Without love I would rather, that I should not live.
Shed no tears, piss on my grave; I gave all I could give.

All I ever wanted was to be a hero to my wife.
But due to my own ignorance, Iâ??ve ruined even her life.

I stole 8 years from my true love; she lost heaven to live in hell.
Now itâ??s time to pay her back, sheâ??s been acting too long, too well!

Standing naked on frozen ground I realize Iâ??m not sane.
One reason left to smile I feel the bullet lodged in my brain.

At last it ends the hurt and pain Iâ??ve learned to call my life.
I failed you eternal sorrow. No hero here dear wife.