Was it Worth it?

My heart so tired; my trust now gone
My home so cold; what have I done wrong?

I donâ??t understand; so easy to do
Your heart cheats on me; so hard to be true?

I cannot see why you tore me apart
Was it so easy to decimate my heart?

Did you find it strange as he kissed you alone?
Could the love he would give you be better than at home?

For I cannot forget how you pushed my love out
Hiding him in our room as he straightened things out.

It happened so fast, even in my own home
You chose my future; to be shortâ?¦ to be alone.

I pray to the hurts, â??Please take me away,
Iâ??ve paid the price; what more must I pay?â??

My pain so constant, slowly driving me insane
My destiny predetermined to be the â??King of Pain.â??

I loved you through life; even now as I die.
Death please come quickly, leave no room to cry.

Now it is time; I must say goodbye
For I cannot remain happy in a love turned to lie.