When i was just laying there

I was just lying there one night hearing gun shots.....and alls i remember is the last gun shot and i am just thinking what just happened i can't i look down and i see blood leaking out on my body though my shirt i wake up looking to see if i was at my house but no i was looking down seeing every one playing and having a good time so i go down there to say hi to my mom but she can't hear me and i walked in front of her but she walked right though me and then i realize i was dead and i m a spirit now no one can hear me or see me i try to cry but i can't.... so i go back up and its dark cold and lonely and no one's there......