Face My Fears

I'm just too afraid
To deal with the past
It scares me to think about it
I don't want this fear to last
But how can I face it
It's just too much for me to bear
Yet I can't ignore it either
I will always know it's there
The night that he died
Was simply more than I could take
How was I to deal with it
When I knew my heart would break
I know I'll have to face it
Someday somehow
But I can't even begin to
At least not right now
I know that you're right
In the things that you say
And it's nice to hear it
Because I'm waiting for the day
When I can put this all behind me
And no longer reminisce
I trust you when you say
That He believes I can handle this