What if i do this

I sit alone
Everyday
No one knows
What i have to pay

I Sit there with a blade
Knowing that this will be my day
Hopping everything will go away

I really don't want to be here anymore
i don't like playing with the law
if i die , the world will go by
cause they know Ive lay ed down
and died

I took my life with one razor blade
a bit of rope then i payed