Only sometimes...

Sometimes I wonder
why it hurts so bad to love you.
Sometimes I need to know,
why I'm always left without you.
Sometimes It kills me,
waiting all this time...
sometimes I get so scared,
this love is just a lie.

Sometimes I cry,
the pain is so strong...
sometimes I pray at night
because it all feels so wrong.
Sometimes I need you,
but you're not around
sometimes I wonder,
will the wait be worth it in the end.

But then I wake up to reality
I know you'd be here if you could.
I know you love me just the same,
as I always knew you would.
And the tears finally cease,
the wondering comes to an end.
I know you'll be with me through forever...
my lover and my best friend.

*after all, babe... it's only sometimes.*