I never really realized how scared i could be
felt like i was locked up, like the pain would never go away, but when i think real hard about some things, i find i will never no these answers, why do we die??? if we were meant to live, it comes back to me and the more i seemed to think about certain incidents of my life, it hits me, there is no answer and there never will be ..we live our lives finding the right thing, but whats this thing??? you could think for hours, pounder for days, but do you think we will ever find out?? no, that would mess up every thing, see to find this thing we long for so much we have to have a Revelation but what if we don't?? what do we do then, count how many holes we've punched through our bedroom walls??? it kills me to know that people can be so perky, to think they know everything, snobby, controlling, and it leads me back to the same question....what if??
