Why is it I'm not pretty,
like other girls.
i cant wear what they do,
i cant act the way they do.
i hate the fact I'm not like them,
i cant wear high heals.
i cant look as good as them,
and its really not fair..
i tried so hard to be who i wanted,
I'm trying to look good for my 18th party..
but all i do is look fat,
i look like a big blob of fat.
thats all i am...
i know that you say its not true,
your are one of the only ones that doesn't think it.
and I'm the one that always puts myself down.
what else can i do?
i try to believe what everyone says.
but the truth is i cant believe what your saying..
not cos i don't what to believe you.
but being told something your whole life,
your fat,
you got to lose that...
i feel like i cant do it no longer..
maybe its just better for everyone if i just go away.
then no one will ever be ashamed of me..
