Nightmare

I never knew that pain could be this deep
My eyes were blinded by deep affection
The smoothness of love
The sweet scent of affection
Those are only felt in dreams
In which men strive for them to materialize
This dream I thought I’ve obtained
Suddenly became a living nightmare
To wake is all I ask
From this nightmare that is consuming me
I ask for light
To eliminate this darkness
I no longer strive for this dream
For this excruciates the pain of my living
Damaged; I have been
Scorned and devastated
Hope; I have lost
Let death be my release
Let death be my light