Lonleyness

I feel the tears running down my face
i lie in my bed staring at the wall
i wonder when ill get out of this rut
i wonder when the heavens will call
i think about the good times and cry
and wonder why they said good-by
and remember how i use to play
why couldn't that happiness have stayed

my life has changed, better or worse i don't know
all i am sure of is that i am sad, i don't know ware to go
i am lost in my thoughts, my life, my heart
so many troubles i don't know ware to start
i have no life, nothing to look forward to
I'm so freaking lonely, you have no freaking clue

Ricky