Goodbye

Sorry to say,
But I have passed away.
it took me till tonight,
To realize I can't live life.

I tried and tried,
But it's time for me to say bye.
I lived all my sorrow and disguise,
It wasn't you, but my whole life I despised.

Everytime I reached for the light,
It was darkness that made me loose sight.
I won't forget the ones I love,
And I wish to give 1 last hug.

But it's too late now,
I will lie 6 feet under.
I will look back,
And see how my life became such a blunder.

Don't think as if I'm gone.
Just look in the sky,
And I will be the twinkle in your eye.
Look in the water,
You will see me looking back.

There's no need for tear,
I destroyed all my fears.
I had so much hate,
That I just kept inside.

Now it's time for that final goodbye.
I will always love you.
Don't sigh or cry,
Because I had to die.