Another day at school. Everything is cool.
I've done my homework now. Got nothing more to lose.
Just passed my math test Then got class to go again.
But suddenly I'm blue and feeling so sad too.
I tell this to my friend but she doesn't understand.
The feelings that I get It scares my soul to death.
My thoughts begin to stir I feel the urge to hurt.
I clench my fist so tight My nails dig in, they bite.
I'm staring at my wrist My eyes begin to tear.
I'm losing it to wish my razor blade was here
My heart begins to ache The pain is filling in
I think I'm going to break Or scream out loud I fear
My heart begins to pound My palms begin to sweat
I itch to feel the pain to gain control again.
but my thoughts are restless now I see students walk in
So I just walk out the door Thinking maybe it would end
But then I just felt worse Like agony within
and forced myself to smile that stupid silly grin
Then minutes pass me by its twelve o'clock at noon
I'm calm and relaxed now or so I can assume
but I'm tempted all the time today was just a trial
'Cause wen it happens everyday I can't seem to get by
