For Her...

The sadness begins
Where I wish was pretend
Everything that's here
I wish I could defend

I'm shown one way,
Yet I'm afraid of the light
Everything is so fiction
I struggle as I try

To handle everything
That is how it is
I wish it was simple
To show what I've missed

Yet here I am praying
To a false god so true
Why do I believe?
Because I think of you.

Its sad in one way
Afraid of being hurt
But I want to believe
That one day it will be sure