I try

This pain i feel is like no other
the tears i cry are red
the blood i shed is for nothing
this is something i can't handle

i don't know who you are anymore
i miss the one i loved
i miss the way he was
i don't know what you have turned into

i try to understand
i try to listen my best
i try to do what you say
i try but nothing ever happens

i don't know what you have done
i miss who i loved the most
you aren't my love anymore
you turned into someone i hate

you ruined my life
you made me cry
you made me feel unloved
you ruined what i have created

i bleed for you
i need you to come back
i need you to return to someone
i need you to be the one i used to have

you changed for the wrong things
you changed for the wrong person
you betrayed me
you left your only daughter for only a marriage