I am so tried. can't keep my head up. i am aching. don't know what i am doing. i am sleepy, just want to lay down and sleep for eturnity. i go to bed and rest and don't want to dream about you tonight or ever. rest myself and not think of you. thinking is a waste of time. i close my eyes and dream of a place where i have never been to. i don't know why i ever placed such a value on you. but once i sleep i don't have to worry about you. no more nightmares please. i don't want to feel like i am dying in my sleep. i just want it to be peaceful and quiet. i want to dream of the unseen and be someone who i wish i could be. so forget about me. forget about our past. our relationship has passed. so while you're awake daydream of me all you want. i'll be in another world, not thinking of you.
