Security and stability or love ? ,
the decision I face is tough.
I have a nice home and a family ,
my boys I love and they depend on me.
My partner works hard to provide for us ,
but he's set in his ways and makes a fuss.
It's clear to see that he still loves me so ,
but love for him I can not show.
I care about him thats for sure ,
but his ways I no longer adore.
My thoughts are filled of another ,
these feelings I have are like no other.
The way I feel I have tried to hide ,
and the thoughts I try to push to one side.
But still it's only him I think about ,
it's got to the point I want to scream and shout.
My past it left me too scared to love ,
before now security and stability was enough.
Giving love another change I want to do ,
for in my heart I know what I feel is true.