Torture me with your smpathy........

You think i have a stingy attitude,
But you never realised,
That i cried in solitude,
You thought i forgot my gratitude.....

We have never met,
But you still owe me ,
A lot of debt...
Never i thought,
That you would set me on fire,
And fade away as my ultimate desire...

Though my eyes say it all,
I try to wait for a fake call..
This won't last for the days to come,
Its a secret known,
To enlightened some....

Though my hands tremble,
With joy of seeing you..
Sadness ain't far behind,
to tell me i can fumble....
I try to remain humble....
But you continue to grumble,
I was captivated,
But sadly equally ill- fated !!!

Maybe it wasn't destined,
Or the real price,
Still awaits its find...
Maybe its just me...
who through fogged thoughts,
Cannot See...
Bring in the Sunshine...
And set me free...
From All the pain...
You could bestow upon me...

Still feel to carry on..
Still here to sing the song,
Never knew i wan't fortunate,
But its still hard to hate,
All the things you said....
Torture me with your smpathy,
Until I am dead.....