My Saviour (383)

I love him but to
Him I do not exist, I
Am invisible, or a
Brick wall and he walks right
Past me.

And then when I think
That he is looking at
Me he looks past me to
That other girl and I
Feel my heart break and I
Lose all hope that
I'll ever be loved
Again...

And every time I
See him, I force on a
Grin and pretend that
Everything is alright but
It's not and never will
Be unless he loves
Me like I love him...

I mean, how the
Hell can he be so
Damn blind, that I
Met him two years ago and
I'm still in love with
Him but he still doesn't
Realise it because he's in
Love with her and
Not me...

I guess I should just
Face the facts that my
Life ain't gonna get
Any better then this so
I should just quit while
I'm ahead but it's
So damn hard not to
Think about him and I
Think that if he moved away
Then I'd die and if
I'd never met him
Then I'd be dead...

Honestly, he is
My one and only
Saviour...

And I love him like
No one I ever
Loved before.

~I tried to put this as a quote but it wouldn't fit~

*Dedicated to K.J, my Darling who doesn't know how much he's hurting me*

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