Breaking the silence in me

_ _ _ _ _, I like you, that, you know!
Words aren't enough to explain why and how
You did it! You caught my eyes and attention,
you made me do things I don't usually do, even got me yearning for you unknowing of my intentions.

Truth is, I'm lost within myself
Confused of what I'm feeling inside
Everyday can't sleep past twelve
Been doing nothing but hide.

I admit that things between us have been so awkward
Caught up between feelings of love and infatuation
Of which to pursue between the two, well it's kinda hard
Just want to figure this all out and come up with a decision.

Lately, I've been wondering on what I am to you...
What is it that makes you special and made me long for you all of a sudden?
Is it my longing to uncover the mystery in you?
Or my desire ending up together and sharing life's burden?

Part of me wants to be with you, take care of you
Take out the best in you
It may seem impossible to do
Yet, it's worth making my dream come true.

Yes, I think of you every night
You even got me holding my pillow oh so tight
Oh God! How can you be so right?!
Such serendipity, is it?! But not quite...

You'll probably get tired of waiting for me (maybe you already did)
Should it come, sadly, I'll set you free
For I don't want you to suffer
Perhaps, someone's love is more than what mine can offer.
Should it happen, definitely, my heart would cry
Like a blooming flower left out to dry
Then again, time will heal the scar
Yet afraid that time would bring you far.

Pardon me for asking, cause you got my heart aching
Do I have a place in your future?
Cause right now, I'm really not sure.

Your words will silence me
Amazing how your silence puzzles me
Kindly put an end to my agony
Nevertheless, you may be my Destiny!

With you, I'll take my chance
With you, forever I'll dance
Only few words left for me to say
I'm falling for you! Hope it's enough to make you stay!