Why??

Why do i still want you
you played me so much
but I'm dying to be with you
to feel your touch
i really miss that warm smile
the way you cared for me
i miss it all
but my current boyfriend wants me and him to be
he actually shows he loves me
you didn't do that not one time
you sat there
smiling like some mime
when we got together
you showed no affection
you just smiled
but i wanted love and your sweet protection
he keeps me protected
from the worlds lies
you just admired
and played it kinda shy
then you go off with another
i was devastated
i thought you said we were meant for each other
i hated myself for loving you
so answer me this
why do i still want you
you played me so much
but I'm dying to be with you
to feel your touch