How can you live like this? after you beat me you think it will change me? act like nothing happened. lie about everything you've ever done. say i'm crazy. say all you want. the beatings pound through my head. i hope you end up dead while driving to the store. i'm shaking, waiting for you to come roaring through the door. i try to protect myself with my arms filled with bruises. try to cover my head and face. as i protect my wounded face, i cry as i get hit over and over in disgrace. i hope you realize how you ruled my life. i hope you know you have ruined my life.
