You were my secret friend; best friend,
my one loyal companion; hugging buddy,
I'm sorry to see you go; away forever,
but I'm glad to know you no longer suffer.
You've been my everything; since I was three,
my world revolved around you; your health,
you were the best thing that ever happened to me,
my tears didn't fall with you always by my side.
Gloomy days seemed so far; from our card boxes days,
little windows and kitty toys hanging from the top,
balloon string biting days and chocolate milk sharing days,
you were the brightness in my every day; together forever.
Our favorite part of the day was napping in the warm sunlight,
cuddled up in the soft blankets I threw down on the floor for us,
chasing around the other cats, midnight giggles and hugs,
my tears are fall from all these great memories we shared.
It's hard to not walk up to the door and have you sit in the window,
until I finally came in with a jump on my lap for loving pets,
you won the key to my heart with just a cuddle and a meow,
you lay in a grave now, my tears are pouring down.
You're no longer suffering, Mya, but I am truly suffering without you,
you are in my late night thoughts when I'm crying, I miss you more,
I no longer have you to hug and feel better, it kills me to be without,
you're watching over me, that I have no doubt, but I wish you could see me.
Watch me grow up like you did for fourteen years, fate is cruel to us,
our days of card boxes and late night talks of boys and secrets,
gone forever, missing everything that got me through another day,
you're in a better place, I keep telling myself, but I'm in a worst place without you.
