Never-Ending Deception

I lived with this a long time
I lived with it like mime

Didnt say anything just signs
That everything will be just fine
Its time to cease whats mine
Because tomorrow in hell Ill dine

I got to run through the dark
I got to run through the park
I got to take like a shark
While I leave, dont leave a mark

Is it fair to live like that?
To hide in the dark like a bat
To eat the shit like a rat
While somebody is getting fat

Still I got to run such a long road
Still I got to find another world

I got to save whats left of my soul
After the darkness had took it all
Still I got to stand up tall
After life had made me fall

Still I got to learn that Im not dead
After the life took off my head
Still I got to know what I did
After the life grounded me like a kid

Thats the lies we hope to believe
Inside a home filled with deceive
Thats the lies we wish to come true
When you find theres nothing to do

But when youre alone and feeling cold
You realize youre not that bold
You find that your life was sold
By a family watched you growing old

But now..........you finally knew
Those who you love are really few
That feeling is kind of new
But yet my friend it is true

Now you have to fight
You have to act like knight
But youre wondering is it right
This doubt is pulling you tight

So many thoughts in that mind
Are you wise enough......to find
The right answers for your kind,
Of trouble
That made you blind

Forget your family, forget your friends
In a world of disasters that never ends
In a world they clam that its secure
This illness.................has no cure

Forget your hopes when you witness
The end of another world with its sickness

No matter how................we go
To the moon to mars or this sun
The war...............going to blow
Cause we invented.......that gun