I hate him for this!

I hate myself for thinking he cared,

I hate myself for thinking of him as much as I dare.

I hate myself because this isn't fair.

I hate myself because my heart isn't repaired.

I hate myself because he never sticks around,

I hate myself because every time I fall I hit the ground,

I hate myself because he never thinks of me,

I hate myself because he will never see,

I hate myself because time doesn't heal,

I hate myself for loving him still,

I hate myself because I believe his lies,

But I hate him because he is the only one who can make me cry!