Ready to die

I hate the kids at school
and they hate me

i have more friends than i deserve
and I've lied to some of them

i hate the world we live in
and it hates me

i hate my teachers
i hate my classes

i hate life beyond belief
i hate everything about it

i hate my mother
and her new family

i hate nearly everything
and i just don't care anymore

the two things i hate most
are people and love

people destroyed my life
people destroyed my insides

love destroyed my life
love destroyed my insides

together love and people
took away everything i had left

you don't know how much i wanted this
how much i awaited death

so thank you
you finally pushed me far enough

far enough to leave it all behind
i am ready to die