Is this me or a dream??

Is this me or just a dream??
This night is so long & the moonlight dim,
under which I'm trying to figure out & think,
I was not like this & never bothered to think,
Is this me or just a dream??

Now I feel like covered in tender rose cloves,
you unknowingly taught me what is this love,
& I used to think, I don't believe in love,
is this me or just a dream??

The day I saw you, it was a wonderful day,
rainbow, drops of rain and sky was so gray,
it was four and air was full with sweet smell of clay,
it seemed like my fate wanted me to play,
is this me or just a dream??

Then we got to know each other slowly,
college, class, studies & your thoughts daily,
watching your face I felt the pleasure heavenly,
is this me or just a dream??

My life was changing, we became friends,
I became the one whose happiness never ends,
time stopped like the spacetime bends,
is this me or just a dream??

Now I was ready & wanted to be something more,
I was eager to say it from my hearts core,
But saw her & got froze in the door,
Is this me or just a dream??

I got to know it's not going to be so easy,
I knew I can't live without you, fair n rosy,
her cute, round face a little bit nosy,
is this me or just a dream??

Now under this mild n cool moonlight blue,
I'm trying to find out some better clue,
I don't know what is happening & my mind is glued,
is this me or just a dream??

I don't know, what am I going to do,
no idea nor a plan not a single clue,
how to tell her my feeling so true,
is this me or just a dream??
is this me or just a dream??