Heart broken

She is just a myth
no possible way to be real
Why in the hell
is this such a big deal?

I know she hurt me
i know that i love her too
So now i am left
with the hardest choice to do

I know it wont work
I know i am better off in the dirt
i love her so much
I know i cant just flirt

i have to have her
not as a friend, but as a lover
i know i would be better
if all this could be over

I see her in my dreams
i cant get her out of my head
some of the time
i wish i were dead

there is no more i can do
to try and make things right
here i go again
on my very last flight

i knew i wouldn't last
to much to handle
but good bye for now
as i blow out the candle