Secrets

Rose petals falling all around my head
I don't think, no I don't think they're very red
The colors drained through the nightmares never told
Your farewell seems a mystery, but it never gets old

Secrets are the only thing that I can live in
Secrets are the only thing kept away
Promises meant nothing from the very beginning
How can I make sense of you running away
Every single day?

The petals never stop to wonder if they hurt me
Their beauty is truth and their evil- a disgrace
I can't help pushing rewind to watch you leave me
If only I knew the meaning to this game

Secrets are the only thing that I can live in
Secrets are the only thing kept away
Promises meant nothing from the very beginning
How can I make sense of you running away
Every single day?

And you pushed and you pushed
Fast forward, watch me go
How could I be so foolish to think
You wouldn't go?