I'm on my Knees

Sometimes i wanna scream,
wishing this was all just a dream
On the outside
Looking in,
Drowning in all this pain
Deep within

Bloody fingerprints
On this blade,
I'm almost through,
Don't know how much more i can take

Taking this notebook
For one last write,
I'll end this entry
By picking up this knife

I'm on my knees
And deep down inside,
I'm screaming
My throat burns
And my stomach churns

My life is so messed up,
don't know heaven from hell,
And look how far i fell

I'm on my knees
For the last time
Ending this entry
And ending my life
With this knife
And whispering softly my final goodbye.