Why?

Why did I need to cut everynight
and why am I so scared?
Why was I left in a fright
as once again my life was spared?

I do not even want to understand
any of what it is I do in secret
Why is it that my feelings all land
in a deep cut with a drop of blood it hit

Why I wonder is it that you
don't recognize what it is I do?
Is it because I'm sincere in what I do
or is it because secretly you do it too?

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