Fate Sealed

Why am I so blue
and have everyday to cry?
I thought you knew it too
when I said I needed to die

But I find myself again
locked in a padded cell
What was the answer then
to my living in hell?

I question everything once more
and find no answer still
What am I to live for
what destiny was I to fill?

Why keep me locked away
in a place so far from everywhere?
To spend yet another day
in a room where at the walls I stare?

Thinking on why I want to die
and end years of all my pain?
And why did I everyday lie
as I hid the cuts that left a stain?

To my friends and family
I hid what I was really feeling
I think that I finally see
to why that blade I was clinging

It was my lifeline
to a world so desolate
My pain did shine
as I sealed my fate

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