Sometimes you hide behind peoples shadow ,
We have loved too seldom, and hated to often,
Running from your past,
always putting it last
pretending you only have a future,
Trying to never look back,
But you fell like it is going to attack,
Say lies and denying truths
Always turning your back
Because your afraid
Thinking everything you do is a mistake
Praying you wont brake
hoping you will no longer here the voices in your head,
That always said you were better off dead,
But you know there is no one there,
But you look down an not up,
Trying to be someone your not,
Wanting some one to save you,
Save you from you fear,
Trying not to shed a tear,
As you tell your self it is now or never,
Not knowing who to trust,
But always knowing you must,
You try looking inside of you to find something,
But you donâ??t know what,
If you look hard enough you can pick your self up
And learn how to love and not to hate
And to always appreciate,
