Quicker than the way the night moves over the earth at sunset,
this is how fast u can effect me,
and equally as drastic,
one phone call from u can upset my whole week,
hearing that tone if ur voice and not knowing exactly what the problem is can make me more upset than u understand,
and hearing u say "nothing, yup, or nope" will immediately make me feel i have dont something to upset u.
i never want u to be in pain,
i never want u to be upset,
or mad,
or cry;
and i never want to think that i have mad u any of these,
yet i constantly think that i do.
every time u dont talk to me,
or call me upset and wont talk about whats wrong,
every time u give me attitude when i do nothing,
and every time u wont tell me what ur thinking.
its not ur fault,
i dont want u to have to deal w/ the burdens i have to bear,
i dont want u to have to suffer b/c of what my father did;
but i fear that u do,
i'm afraid that i cant help it,
its constantly my fault,
i do everything wrong.......
well thats how i feel anyway
i want to protect u from every evil in the world,
and help u deal w/ those that have already got u.
