Silently, I feel so alone
My friends are here but Im still alone
I know I dont belong here, with them
I cant fit it with anyone
Im too intense, too quiet
I cant aford the clothes I want, I can only dream of them
Silently, I calm down
They dont even notice, Im lying on the ground
I feel sick from an uncurable disease
I cant take anymore pain thats thrown to me
If I dont get help, Ill never wake up
I need help before this is my last breathe
Silently, I break down
Its like Im growing worse now
I feel I might cry
I feel like I should die
Im falling now
Into the end
And no one knows
How hard Im breaking
I wanna take my life
I wanna end it so bad
I need to take this knife
And stop from being sad
Deep down, I feel invisible
Like no one sees me
Like no one wants me,and no one cares
In my stomache, the hollowness wakes me
Theres something wrong with me
Theres something missing
Maybe its love
Maybe its life
But I need a cure soon
Before I fall finally, and lose my head
I need a fix to stop the blood so red