Goodbye

I don't wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna lose you
I don't want you to see me cry
The pain is to much to handle
I know things have to be this way
It may be the last time I see you
I wish things were different
In the end it was hard
There's a chance that I'll see you
There's a chance that we be one again
I tell my self that we'll get back together
Because I'm afraid to move on
I don't wanna go another day not knowing
What will happen when I walk out the door
You're the only one for me or so I think
But you want to throw our love away
I thought you weren't the leaving kind
To just walk away
All we have are the memory's
But they will start to fade
i never thought I would
Have to wake up and your not there
How do I live with the pain I'm feeling
There's a hole in my heart where you use to be
If I had one wish It would have to be
To be whole again for the pain to fade
But I can't hate you for making the choices that you did
So I guess that I'm gonna have to say goodbye
Although I don't want to because it's the hardest thing for me to do