Heres thinking of you

At this point your losing your mind
Lost at the fact that shes gone
Wondering where it all went wrong

So many answers needed to be uncovered
So many lies left undiscovered
and You wonder why she was never home
and You wonder why she doesnt answer the phone

You wonder why you weren't good enough
You wonder why shes become this
and You wonder if it will ever change

You love her and you need her
You can't stand her or be near her
You want to talk to her and tell her everything
You can't bring yourself to call her so you close yourself off even more

Your lost and don't know how to fix it
Usually your the best at givin advice for these situations
Except this time its happening to you.......

Now theres nothing left to do
but sit and wait out to see if all these accusations will prove a point to her
Maybe she'll realize what she lost.....
Maybe she won't care
or maybe she'll never realize whats right in front of her face

Only time can tell....
Only she can fix it
Only thing you can do is watch as she slips away cause nothing you do will ever make things the way they were...
Things will never be the same.

I love you mom.

I miss you mom.

I need you mom.

Forever.