We can start a new she says get a better life. She says im doing this for you. But i know its not its all for her. Taking me away from everything i trust that i care so deeply about. Having to say goodbye is what i hate. Everyone im losing i cant replace. You will make new friends she also says but how does she know? I want to keep the old ones that i have they are fine just the way they are. What im most afraid of is how i am going to make it without them? I will not wake up some day and wish you were all there but i will look at an empty room full of nothing but hate. How am i ever going to make it? Will i ever forget or forgive?
