Your Gone

My life keeps taking
that further downward spiral

The harder I try
the further I slide

I am so sick of
this crazy ride I live on

Tell me God
how long do you think I can hang on

I'm so messed up
inside my head and my heart

I am so very tired
of just hanging on

I want someone to love me
to not always fell SO alone

To matter to someone
to be missed when Im gone

I try hard
but it always goes wrong

I wish I had the fight in me
but its all gone

I thought to you
I mattered

I was never more Wrong

I still love you
But look
Now Your Gone