That Dark Hole!

I remember that night when i was in that dark hole, or as it seemed. There with the rats as they gently passed by me. I remember i cryed and cryed myself to sleep i dreamed about a disney story so i wouldn't be so worried. Only i was there the reality was there in the dark with them rats. I remember i closed my eyes and prayed to god to take me out that hell. Why me just a little girl 6years old and already wanted death. I wanted to go home and be with him our father why such a little girl and praying for death. i was sufacated i couldn't breath i thought i was already gone. but now that little girl in that dark hole is still here today.
By,Crystal