Nothing keeps me here

Switched onto auto-pilot
By someone other than I
Forced into numbness
With no idea as of why

Passing through these moments
Dreams and needs not in sight
The only way I know
Is to defend and to fight

Dazed and confused
With no way to get out
Nothing keeps me here
Not fear, Not doubt

Why do I stay stranded
In this cycle of frustrations
When the only thing I wish
Is our loving confrontations

A smile hasn't warmed my bones
Since I've felt you last
Hoping for the time
When the future becomes the past

Just wait for me to touch
With the love that I used to
I still care, want, and need
Nothing other than you